When it hits me, I feel it rushing down my veins

I ask myself, “how long is it going to last this time?”.

My mind begins to spin as I try to wrap my finger around what’s going on

Depression will do that to you 


I begin to feel the music on a deeper level

I begin to feel in a way that makes me want to feel nothing at all

when it’s gone I can still feel it

It makes you feel nothing while still being able feel everything at once

This feeling to me, is like a drug. I love it but I hate it

Depression will do that to you


I begin to understand myself more and for once, I can feel in a way that I don’t think i’d be able to if i weren’t

It opens a gateway that let’s me come into touch with my deepest thoughts and feelings

For once, my mind isn’t racing

For once, I take time for myself

For once,  I want to understand myself

depression will do that to you 


It gets me through my highs and my lows

I wan’t to welcome it

I want to fight it

I want to get through it


Depression will do that to you 

 

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