by When it hits me, I feel it rushing down my veins
I ask myself, “how long is it going to last this time?”.
My mind begins to spin as I try to wrap my finger around what’s going on
Depression will do that to you
I begin to feel the music on a deeper level
I begin to feel in a way that makes me want to feel nothing at all
when it’s gone I can still feel it
It makes you feel nothing while still being able feel everything at once
This feeling to me, is like a drug. I love it but I hate it
Depression will do that to you
I begin to understand myself more and for once, I can feel in a way that I don’t think i’d be able to if i weren’t
It opens a gateway that let’s me come into touch with my deepest thoughts and feelings
For once, my mind isn’t racing
For once, I take time for myself
For once, I want to understand myself
depression will do that to you
It gets me through my highs and my lows
I wan’t to welcome it
I want to fight it
I want to get through it
Depression will do that to you
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