So even though there’s been so much going on in my life I tend to act like not a thing is wrong as if my life is perfect. Reality is no ones life is ever completely perfect. This year has definitely been filled with so much change both good and bad. I’ve gained and I’ve lost. More importantly though, I have learned. I try to keep a positive mindset, but sometimes I really just don’t remember how to. Everyone has got a breaking point. I know I’m not breaking, but I do feel as though I am getting really close to that point. I can sometimes feel a part of me slipping away just as I’m getting to
ward the top again. I’m so close to this life and peak of happiness. I so badly want it and yet theres a stream of events that continue to keep me from doing so. I guess you just gotta keep taking those steps toward the top.